Emo

Warning: Bullshit approaching. Don't read, unless you have nothing else better to do.

I'm not happy, and instead of pointing finger at others, shouting "You don't understand me!" I think maybe the problem could be that I am not easy to understand. Heck, I don't even understand myself. I'm feeling so down now. I don't know... Maybe I'm stressed from packing.

I'm so so tired when people kept asking me "Have you finished your assignment? Have you finished packing, have you done this? Have you done that? Why are you so slow?" Arghhh.. I feel like taking something and stuff their mouth. I know I know... People nag because they care. But please... I'm so tired of nags. I had to put up a smile and act like I'm attentive, when inside me, I'm actually fighting to say PLEASE STOP NAGGING! URGHHHHHH. This is when I wish that I'm alone, no one to bug me.

Stop asking me out for movies when I have something more important to do. Like packing and compiling my portfolio. Not spending enough time with you already made me guilty. Please don't make me feel worse by rejecting your invites. Please at least understand my priorities and maybe my feelings. I have so much going on, I wish people can be more understanding towards my needs.

Sigh.. I'm leaving tomorrow... Can't I leave happily?